Cui,

Thank you for everything and I am sorry for everything.

I always write notes for you like this, whenever I feel confused, raged or any feelings I have felt towards you. This probably the last note I write and the only note I’m sending to you.

Sometimes I wish that I meet you sooner, when you are not with her or any girls. But I also know if I meet you sooner, maybe I won’t be able to feel what I feel for you, like I do now.

Actually, aku taknak bergaduh dengan kau. Aku dah lama avoid dari cakap benda ni tapi I was hurt. It hurts bila org yg kau sayang ada depan mata but he’s not yours. Aku tau kalau aku cakap pasal ni, mesti akan berakhir dgn buruk. Like now.

Seriously aku memang taknak kehilangan kau. I thought that staying as a friend pun dah cukup tpi manusia ni tamak. I want something more and I know you can’t give me those. Dan akhirnya aku end up salah faham dgn kau.

I’m sorry Cui. I wish you happiness, just like I have wished for you in those countless notes I wrote. I pray that we never wronged each other.

Thank you.