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posting uneventful events since 2013

25 years old.

According to my 10 years plan that I wrote when I was 16, I was supposed to be working as a doctor instead of travelling to site just to fight about as built drawing.
According to my 10 years plan, I should be on my way sending my parents to umrah or something instead of asking my mom to lent me some money so I can survive until next paycheck.
10 years ago, everything seem so bright so wonderful and everything seems so possible. I’m not saying things are not possible now but constraints are more apparent and making decisions are getting harder.
Upon reaching 25, I lost myself a lot. My world changing in a fast pace but I still remain unmoved as I saw people, friends and strangers moving. I strayed and still are, from the path of life since the path that were seem so definite 10 years ago become blurry and disoriented now.
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They have no idea the feel to seek safety on somebody’s arm
Belong to no one and everyone
The daily life of mine slowly changing as the season pass and here i am typing some sort of life entry in my notepad and hoping that i will remember this one day and will be able to recall the feelings that i have when i am writing this piece of heartfelt confession
It was never my intention to be the girl that seek safety inside strangers arm. All i want was the warmth and the feel of being loved. To have someone to myself that i just wanted to be love. No matter how sick, disgusting, unruly, unsightly and ugly the form of love is.
But those were just a fleeting dreams as i drown again and agin, drunk inside my own feelings of wanting to be loved but never really wanted to love back. It is sad and miserable and. The only hope i have is that one day i can encounter someone that have the same idea as mine aout love and at that time I will be able to accept the form of love tha both of us agreed on
We have nothing to lose, nothing to. Gain, nothing to desire anymore
Live fast be young be wild and have fun
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Posting uneventful life events since 2013.
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writing, drawing and photography is my passion but I suck at it so I just write, draw and took pictures that look like shit

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