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It was really enjoyable. I was really happy. But I know I cant cling to the silly little happiness when his action only hurts me now. He put me into a state where I am constantly confuse and in doubt. He makes me feel so worthless after he makes me so worthy.
He was too good to be true. I should have known but I was so blinded, I was so desperate by my own yearning for someone who will love me. All I want is to be treated right and he come to me like a sun that shine so brightly in my cloudy days. He shine so bright until I was blinded.
When I blocked him everywhere, my world feel so silent. It is silent, but when I walked away, the silence is killing me. I know he will be just another memory for me sometime later.
//ZFS
