Entwined Hands
I wonder how do you feel about us. How do you feel when our fingers entwined. How do you feel when I ask for your hands. What do you feel when I open my arm and ask for a hug? What do you feel when we exchanged touches more than we should?
What and how do you feel about me in your life. How do we get so close in the span of one month until both of us are in so much need of each other. What happen between us? The speed of our friendship morphed into something else scared the fuck outta me
I don’t know what will come from us. I don’t know if we are gonna end up together or if we gonna go separate way. I don’t know if one day you decide that your fiancé is much more precious than us. I don’t know if one day, we just decide to stop talking to each other. Honestly, I don’t know anything.
So I’m just gonna stand here, with my arms open wide, be with you until you made up your mind. or maybe when I did. I don’t know the end for our story yet, but I don’t see light at the end of the dark tunnel and I don’t want to lie to myself saying that maybe, just maybe we can be together because it will hurt me.
I know, you are uncertain, you’re feeling blue because somehow you regret doing somthing you’ve done. I don’t know but that’s how I see you.
Although I don’t know what may come from this but I think this will be the last time I come here and be with you. Now that I know that my feelings for you is just a mere illusion, distraction for my lonely heart.
You and I belong to another world. Our path have crossed but from today, we will once again walk on our own road. I realize that I will never be with you nor you will be with me. We are too different for each other and too similar to each other.
I wish you happiness for thats the only thing I can do for us, no. This is the only thing I can do for myself. You won’t choose me and I won’t pick you. watching your back walking leisurely in front me make me realize that our compatibility equal to zero.
You don’t talk and I won’t talk about the extend of our relationship. We are who we are at the moment of we are together but never actually together in a real sense.
This is what I find wrong in us. We never said anything. Just casual flirting, casual touching and that’s it. That’s all.
I pray that we will never wronged each other.
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