I wish that one day the weight of our sin will come to you as it always comes and haunt me.
I wish that one day, you will be in despair for doing what you’re doing to me as I have been in despair for so long because of you.
I wish that you will have thousands night filled with sleepless night thinking about me. Looking out the windows, just to find yourself crying because of the unbearable amount of feelings you can never decipher.
I wish that one day, you will long for me, yearn for me as I did, but I will no longer be there. You will look back to our memories, tracing the places we’ve been, trying to find the familiar smell when we’re together, yet you never find it.
I wish one day, you will have a taste on how broken I am. You will get the taste of tremendous longing, loneliness and no matter what you do, you wont be able to get the taste out of your mouth. You will seek companion, you will seek love but you will never find the one you were looking for.
one day, I pray that the love that I give to you will be returned to me. but right now, as my heart is with you, I will ask nothing more. I will wait for the love I’ve given but never returned.
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