Death
What I realized about other people death is that it brings us sadness.
Their death makes us cry, mourn and for people who are close to the deceased, they will be effected one way or another by the passing of their beloved one. However, those sadness will fade in times. Although we will not completely forget them, but we continue and live on.
As their time stop, our time is still ticking. We carry on while keeping them in our heart and occasionally remember the memories we spent with them.
Although it’s hard to let them go, although it’s hard to let them live only in memories, we still carry on with our lives. And that scared me the most about death, about DYING.
These sadness I feel over someone else death and how one day I will forget them, it left me with emptiness. One day, when they asked me who’s that guy who died during your degree? Can I still remember him? Can I still remember his face, his laugh, his gesture? Can I still remember the feelings, the memories when I’m with him? Can I still remember this deep sadness he caused because of his death? I wonder about that a lot whenever I see his picture.
And then I think a lot about what if I died. Will I be remembered? What will be people reaction over my death? Will they cry? What will they remember about me? How long will they remember me? How long will I stay as memories for them?
Good night Jai.
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