//crushing at my best friend

Slowly and then all at once. That’s how I fall for you. It started small, with just our daily exchange. When you become my safe place to go to when I’m down, when I went to you when I feel vulnerable. Slowly, the feeling crept in. Silently and gracefully.

There are moments when I looked back, it feels special for me. The late night movie session, when we talk nonsense in McD waiting for the rain after we look for your new spectacles, the way we talk when you are driving. Sometimes, when you give me complete control on how our day should be, and be firm enough to get angry when I’m acting childish.
I wish you are the one. Its a wishful thinking but I never wish this hard for someone and you’re the one I want.
I know we can’t be more than friends. When I look into your eyes, I saw the insecurities, the hurdles that you need to bypass. It’s not easy as saying I like you because I know you’re a responsible man.
Truthfully I am jealous to all the girls that you think about.