just how much have I cried to fell this hurt again.
just how much I have to cry again to have you back by my side ?

just how can I say to you that I never meant to hurt you
just how can I convey all of this feeling I had in my heart
just how can I tell you how much pain I'm in right now?

just how?

you always the only one I had in mind.
the only one I give my heart to
the only one I imagine my future with
the only one I give love songs to

yet why

why did this happen.
i miss you so much
i want to talk with you so much
i want to listen to your rant
i want to listen to your voice
i want to just have you there by my side.

are you hurt ?
are you happy ?
have you eat?
with whom you talk today?
how are you now?
how's your study?
have you very miss me in the slightest bit?
or
have you found someone you love ?

tell me
how can I get rid of this feeling for you?
how can I move on from here?
how can I smile when I remember you?
how can you live without me?

I'm at my limit now
I'm missing you so much
yet I have no right to say it to you.

am I the only one who felt this way
am I the only one who love you so much
since that time when I start as her
am I?

how long I have to wait
how long I have to feel this way
tell me
tell me please.
cause this feeling is so painful to bear

just why wont you ever tell me anything.


//I'm truly missing you now
///.aie